03 Feb 2021
There’s an old Chinese saying that goes “Every family has its own difficult scripture to read 家家有本难念的经 “. On the flight to Lanzhou yesterday my mom was sat next to me and told me (in extreme detail) about her family worries.
She was worried that my brother will have a difficult time adjusting to college life if he ends up in a different city; she was also worried that my cousin will soon be done with his Masters degree and will need to look for a job; she was worried that grandma is getting older and will need taking care of ... she seemed super worried about everything that’s going on in her family and couldn’t hide her anxiety. I felt her blood pressure rising.
Of course, she had every right to be worried. And I understand she just wants to be the best eldest daughter possible and play her part in taking care of everyone in the family. But I couldn’t help but wonder, should she really be worried about all of these people, or just let things fall into place as they do?
In mindfulness we learn to live in the present, and that worrying about the future and the past will only bring you anxiety. I agree. Yet still, is it so wrong to be wanting what’s best for your family and planning the best possible future for them? No, of course not.
I then told her that the world has its way of working things into their orbits. If Gary ends up being admitted into a school outside of shanghai, we will help him prepare for it starting now; if my cousin decides to stay in Shanghai after his studies, we will do all that we can to help him settle in Shanghai, and let him know we will always be here for him; and for grandma, we will come back to visit her as much as we can.
Speaking of loving to plan, I used to be worse than my mom. I liked to know there’s is a schedule / itinerary for everything, and I got very cross every time things didn’t go as planned. I worried about what hadn’t even happened, according to my imagination of course. That raised my anxiety level by way too much than I could handle. I decided I did not need that level of stress. The pill to destressing was simple. Stop worrying about the future, and just let things fall into place.
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